From: SLiPtNtOrN109@aol.com

Hey Stile. I've been reading your site for about a year now. I've never emailed anything to you, but I think my first time is worth sharing. I went on vacation with my girlfriend and her parents. I had been seeing her for a couple years. When we started dating, we were both virgins. I loved her to death, but she never put out. She went down on me and shit, so it wasn't so bad.

One night we all had to share a room cause the hotel was booked solid and we were all too tired to look for another hotel. Me and my girlfriend had to sleep on the floor. I didn't want to bitch at her dad cause he was twice my size and he DID pay for the room. So we laid on the floor and started talking. She leaned over and whispered in my ear....

"I want to fuck."

I almost fuckin blew a wad in my pants. I didn't know what to do, cause her parents were in the bed right next to us. I wanted some fuckin pussy though, so I went for it. We started fucking and it was her first time, so she was in pain, but she didn't want me to stop so she told me to put a pillow over her mouth and fuck her harder. I whispered that I was gonna come so she pulled me out of her pussy and started sucking me off.

She pulled her mouth away and jerked me off so I could come in her mouth. I was coming and I started to moan when I remembered her parents were asleep so I tensed up and my dick slipped out of her hand. I shot a stream of cum straight up onto the bed where her parents were sleeping.

And this is the part thats REALLY gonna sound like bullshit. It went straight into her mother's open mouth. It was like slow-motion. I could see the moonlight glinting off my cock snot. She started choking on it in her sleep and sat up coughing. She went to the bathroom to get a drink and when she came out she looked down at us to make sure we were ok. We were pretending to sleep and trying not to laugh. So the night I lost my virginity, my girlfriends mom got a mouth full of my man chowder. That was a sweet vacation. Hey, keep it real Stile. I got lots of respect for what you're doing. Peace.

From: Danny

Dear Stile,

My first time was with an older girl in high school when i was in the 9th grade. She told me to come over and i did cus i knew this was my chance to get my dick wet. In less than 10 minutes we were upstairs in her bedroom getting it on. She wasn't the cleanest girl because i was standing about 3 feet away from her and her stenches were filling the room up. Her underwear appeared to have pus or some kind of crust attached to them but i just said fuck it.

The smell kinda got to me but i just kept holding my breath. It smelled like a fucking dead cat in some alley but i still wanted to get my dick in there. Her legs were fucking hairy and i could feel the stubbles everytime i pushed my dick in. The smell got worse with time and i almost threw up on the bitch but i knew i had to get it over with. Luckily i came in 3 minutes and the fiasco was over. The thing that got to me was the smell. It was intense and have never smelled anything like that since. It took about 4 showers to get that shit off. Kinda like being sprayed by a skunk. So ladies if you are reading this please do us all a favor and wash those fuckin pussies. Thanks.

From: Sean

I was 15 years old and it was with a 35 year old woman. Her name was Linda; she had a slender frame, dark hair with loose curls, brown eyes, pasty white skin (like mine), and slightly saggy tits. I remember waiting in a parking lot near my house for about an hour and a half; it was nearly dark by the time she came (are women *ever* on time?). She drove a dark blue Toyota pickup truck with a camper shell and lived in a house on the corner of Army and Dolores in San Francisco. She was very apologetic for being late when she finally got there (not that I really cared), and we listened to Dire Straights "The Sultans of Swing" as she drove me back to the city.

I remember her neighbor (this older guy whose door was right next to Linda's) poking his head out and saying hello to her as she was unlocking her door. Once inside she joked about whether he had any idea who I was or, rather, why I was there. For an adult male to have sex with an underaged female it's statutory rape; for an adult female to have sex with an underaged male it's simply "influencing a minor." We thought that was funny, too.

Shortly thereafter, she gave me a single, small line of some very pure cocaine (she was a registered nurse who worked for a medic group that did rock concerts and evidently had some kick-ass connections), and that's when things got blurry. We proceeded to make the sign of the double-humped-iguana until dawn was breaking, and I honestly don't remember too many details of the hours of sexual cavortment that ensued. The next morning, however, I remember with some clarity: especially the blisters around the base of my dick from fucking and fucking and fucking and fucking as hard and as long as my fifteen year old penis could muster, which is admittedly much much harder and longer than I will ever be able to do again (George Carlin is right: we really do live life backwards).

We got together a couple more times over the course of the next few months but never again achieved the excitement of that first night. Now, twenty years later, I haven't spoken with her since. I understand she's changed her name again (she was newly divorced when she popped my cherry) and I, needless to say, no longer have her number. Wherever she is, I hope she's well.

I was a complete loser all two and a half years of high school, but, thanks to Linda, being snubbed by all those cock-teasing little cunts in my class didn't bother me all that much.

Sean

From: christine [drakemistress@hotmail.com]

my first real sexual experience happened when I was 17. My boyfriend, at the time, and i used to go out behind the trailers at school and make out and shit like that, nothing major really. one day I got some really fucked up email for someone, and it really pissed me off, so in my anger and shit, I drug him out to our "spot" so that I could...relieve some anger. He had it in his mind then that he wanted to fuck me anally. I wasn't expecting that at all. i just figured he wanted vaginal sex, doggy style, which was cool with me. anyway. so there we were behind the trailers at school, my pants down around my knees, bent over and junk, and I feel this weird painful sensation around my asshole. needless to say he was going to ass fuck me without any sort of lube and it hurt like hell. I made him stop. He was pissed, and a few days later he dumped me for some other girl he knew, who ended up dumping him three days later, and gave him herpes. justice is served, as far as I'm concerned. He could have at least told me what he was going to do and let me be prepared.

From: Chris [metalica@netrom.com]

Sir Stile,

The first time i ever had a chick touch my dick, i was in the first grade and with this girl in the woods and i got a boner. So i wanted to show her because that was the whole reason why i was with her. so i pull down my pants and my dick is standing on end and so she touches and holds it in her palm, it felt pretty damn good to. i also got to see her snatch which i touched and felt inside, but she told me stop because she said it hurt.

The first time i got a blow job was from my sister. We had just got home from our vacation in Florida at our condo and she being 4 years older than me, i was nine, had done some developing. We started to play truth or dare and she dared me to eat her out, i had no idea what that was so i just but my mouth inbetween her legs and started licking. She had lots of hair growing. i then dared her to do the same to me, so she gave me a blow job. neither of us knew what an orgasim was so she just stopped after doing it for like a minute.

We did this many times.

The next day we went out into our fort we had built, and she totally undressed and told my to lick her tits. She also proceeded to give me more blow jobs.

The first time i stuck it in a girl was when i was 13. I was making out with this girl and we ended up naked, in the woods and i was fingering her and she was jerking me off and i turned her around and slid my dick inside of her, without a condom on. Before i was going to bust i pulled out and nutted in her mouth. I then ate her out and she blew me again after that.

From: Stile Sux [gcfan603@hotmail.com]

Alright. I was 17, and in junior in high school. When i was a sophmore, i lived in a town in CT. I met her when she was the girlfriend of a kid in my school. I got to know her by just talking to her, and one time she invited me over to watch a movie. I was so sure i was ready to make a move, but when i got to the perfect time, i fucked up. I totally chickened out. I was so pissed. Then, about the third time we just started kissing. I started to finger her and then it got to me eating her out in her room while her door was open and her mom was downstairs. When it got dark, she told her mom we were going out to bounce on the trampoline. She laid down on her back, and to get a good support, i grabbed the black cloth in between the two springs as hand holds. She pulled down her pants, and i took off mine. I tried to push it in, and it was almost impossible! I just kept on pushing, and by the third time, it just got easier. She said it really hurt but, she didn't say anything. We didn't get to finish off because i didn't want to get her pregnant, so we just finished eachother off 69 style. The next time i visited, i brought condoms, and we went down into her basement and fucked. She rode on top of me. Best 40 minutes of my life! That's about all there is to it.

From: DMS54@aol.com

dear stile,

when i was 15 years old my girlfriend and i decided to have some fun. well,one thing led to another and before i knew what was going on me and her were on her parents bed .i was (for the first time in my life) banging the hell out of her. but i remember myself thinking if shes a virgin why is she so loose? well you see she was a virgin but the fact that she was on the rag slipped her mind i guess.

well it was kinda dark in the room and for it being my first time her being really really wet didnt really cross my mind since i thought thats how wet it always got on any girl. but this was like putting my cock in the sink you see. well after i blew it after 25 mins i had realized that the condom had broken (i felt a breeze) but i remember i had felt something hanging on me.

thinking it was part of the condom i didnt pay it much mind and went into the bathroom to wash up you see. well when i turned on the lights i screamed like an 8 year old school girl, for i looked down and saw that what had happend was that the string on her tampon got rapped and tangled in my rubber and there was blood all over me .needless to say i really freaked out. so i when i washed up and threw up a couple times got myself out of there. i remember thinking about how gross it was. so the next day i told her that i couldnt see her anymore. i just couldnt look at her face.

then a day later i realized my wallet was missing.

well what happened was my wallet had fallen out of the pocket of my jeans and into her parents sheets. so her father the big detective came to my house later that week and took me in for questioning since his bitch daughter told him i raped her! that cunt. so that was my first sexual experience with a girl. hope you enjoyed it and after all that i never wanna have sex again.

p.s. Stile Sucks

From: craig bukowski [craigrafm@hotmail.com]

Sup ya shmuck.. here it goes.

I was 13 and just couldnt wait anymore to get sum ass. I didnt even care who it was from , "this will be obvious as we continue". I met this chick at the mall and she was all over my jock , so I figured, "wtf, why not?"

She was fat and nasty but I didnt care cuz she had a pussy and I knew she would put out. She was 2 years older than me too, BONUS!" Anyway.. i didnt speak to her for a month , then one day when my mom was out of town and I was bored and by myself, i decided to call her..urm..it. It came over to my house and it took about 5 minutes to get It in my bedroom.

I started to kiss It and caress It and wasted no time to take Its clothes off. My first real life bare tittie molestation! I was hard as a rock and couldn't wait to view her.. its pussy. I took Its pants off and was
surprised as hell at the stench. OMG! Can u say "Decaying fish mixed with hot garbage>?"

But I was determined and refused to let that stop me. I pulled down It's panties "with some effort", and attempted to get a close-up/eat It's hairy snatch. Bad idea and I aborted that plan. I decided to just get it over with so I covered my hard stump and went to work. It was then that I first realized that condoms suck and I couldnt feel a damn thing. I imagined It was a supermodel ur sum shit and got it over with, I
promptly got it out the fucking front door via. verbal insults and physical force.. i had stink finger for 3 fucking days from that nasty bitch.

Benn a pleasure sharing my story with ya Stile.. l8r.

From: Kyle S [severeheadache1@hotmail.com]

I lost my virginity to an actaully attractive girl when I was 14. We went to the creek and theres this spot under a fallen tree on the shore. After it was almost over, (I of course didnt know what i was doing) I decided to stop and eat her out. Shes blown me so many times and ive never put my mouth down
there so I decided to return the favor.

So i stick my toungue bravely into this new world and my face turns into that old guy from the Keystone beer commercials. She then starts to CRY! "give me back my pants Kyle!" Of course we leave, but the next day we were back in the same spot. To this day I havent put my face down there to any girl. So if anyone ever says how good beaver is, And you haven't tried it, Don't believe them.

But im sure theres a girl that might use Vaginex out there.

From: Erick [analog13@hotmail.com]

My first time was the shit, I was seventeen, and got to fuck one of the finest bitches at my high school.
I went to where she was babysitting, and she was sitting on the couch wearing a black teddy. Before I could even get a hard on we were in one of the kids' rooms naked and started fucking like animals. It was so fucking awesome, and the pussy smelled like strawberries, I swear.

Peace!
Analog

From: HAPPYPAULDEN88@aol.com

hey man,

the first time fuck was when I got stoned off my ass with some other chick who was too, she said what size tits do you like I looked at hers and see noticed me looking, then we just started kissin and groping she unziped me and started jerking me off so that got me really wanting to fuck so I started to finger
her and shit she fucking quite, I was like what the fuck. but thank god she did cause her brother walked in and she was sitting like a fucking angel and me laying there poppin a fucking boner.

I left and didn't say anything. I don't know what happened to her but I still want to fuck her. If you want to know what she looked like she had back hair blue eyes and shaved pussy. GOD she was fucking hot.

well, man hope you get more people to tell you there first time. later.

From: ryan [officejerk@home.net]

the first time i ever had a chick blow me i was away at summer camp. i think that was the same chick that jerked me off for the first time. so was hot, i was like 13 and this chick was insane. she didnt put it in her mouth right away she jerked me off till i came all over her hand and my stomach, then we snuck out of the tent {that she wasnt even supposed to be in} and we went to the shower lodge and shaved her legs.

i was really hoping i could see her shave her twat, but it didnt happen. then we got back to our tent and she started grabbing my cock again. i had sweats on and a huge biner was pitching my own tent. she started putting her mouth over my cock with the sweat pants still up, and she kept asking me if i wanted her to put it in her mouth. so she pulls out my cock, gives me the best blow-job still to date, and i blow steamy hot man-butter down the back of her throat. then i go home from camp 2 days later and never talk to her again.

the first time i got laid was a fucking disaster, i was dating a chick for a while, but i hadnt even dreamed of sex yet, i was still thinkin bout hand jobs and oral. i was like 14, i dunno i didnt think 14 year olds got laid. so me and this chick just finish fuckin around, she just rubbed on out for me and we were just chillin, and she said to me. next time we should skip all this stuff and get a condom and a matress. i thought she was just fuckin around till like a month later her freinds were like, dood are you guna bang her or what? so it was like totally planned out, and i knew everything down the exact time that it was going to happen pretty much..

so i get there we get ready to go and this chick has on her mothers purple lingerie. how fuckin whacked is that, then we fuck on her moms bed. the phone rings and she pushes me off, so i figure it will be a good time to find out what pussy tastes like. little did i know it would taste like burnt rubber and spermicide. plus she had a smelly twat on top of that. i dunno, it was a mess i think i came in like 2 minutes, and i am glad i never have to relive anything like that again... unless of course its for the stileproject. i would give my fuckin nutsack to be a part of the stileproject.

From: metahead@webtv.net

heh heh

I was taken home by a married woman to get even with her husband. It would have been better if I wasn't so damn drunk. It was a total disaster. I had to take a few breaks to go piss, I almost vomited when I started eating her out, then I had trouble finding the right hole. I saw her again the next weekend and I made up for my previous drunkenness.

From: Melissa

Hey Stile! Wassup?

Ok, my first sexual experience (and the losing of my virginity) happened on August 26th 1999 in the wee hours of the morning.

The night before, I was planning on having a sleep over at an EX friends place. We were waiting outside with another one of my friends (Heather), and these guy friends that knew Cass (my EX friend) and invited us over to their place to watch some movies. So we said ok. My friend Heather took off coz
she was waiting for her ride home, and then after she left, we went up to the guys house. The house happened to be the back room of one of one of my former friends house. They were renting. Anyways, we got all baked off of this really trippy fucking weed! and started watching "Mission Impossible"
and they were joking before that it was a porn that they were going to put on.

Anyways, there were 2 seperate beds coz the guys were room mates. Anyways, Cassandra and her guy started to fuck, and me, not touching a guy in a while ( just for kising and that was about it) (I was 17!!!!!)This guy next to me wants to fool around. So we start kissing and he puts my shirt and bra under
my neck and starts licking my 38 C tits, and it's feeling really fucking good and I start to get hot. Well the guy takes my pants off, and my panties, and starts fingering my pussy. And by this time he has his shorts
off and my hand is wrapped around his 9" cock (I WAS A VIRGIN AT THE TIME, REMEMBER) and he was real hard. His cock was pulsating. And then after fooling around a bit He decides to get on top of me and put his cock inside of my virgin pussy. Well, holey fuck did it hurt!!!! But at the same time it felt so good to have a cock for the first time slamming inside my wet, tight pussy. Well it didn't take him too long for him to cum coz I was moaning and also moaning "ow" as well, but it also felt good. I couldn't believe
that I had had sex for the first time! It wasn't exactly what I expected coz I didn't even know the guy that well. But anyhoo, that's my first experience.

I've had more since then let me tell u :) a 3 sum. 1 female (me) 2 males (not gay); 2 females and a male (my friend and her b/f and I) My friend is bisexual, and I was curious and her b/f wanted to get with 2 girls haha)

Anyways, if u do post this, please don't include my E-mail. Thanx :)

Melissa

Luv Ya Stile!!!!

From: Kailei [masaqurin@hotmail.com]

My first sexual expreience was in a public bathroom in the middle of a park in midtown. My boyfriend and I were 16 and were over hormonal, so one day on a trip to the park there we snuck into one of the bathroom in a secluded section of the park and fucked on the cold floor of it. Needless to say, we did this many times after this, since it was the only placve we could, being my house was far away and his parents hated me.

From: Nicholas [NichoBoz@clientlogic.com]

ok ok when I was in 5th grade there was three girls who "liked" me..Jenny, Robin and Tracy .so being in 5th grade I said who ever writes me the most notes Ill go out with!......well they all wrote like 50 notes but the one {jenny} wrote that she wanted to "hump" and "suck" me unlike the other girls so of course I went out with her we met at the playground and went behind the bushs where everyone smoked and broke glass and shit and I said what do you wana do? she said kiss I said touch she said suck ..so I said yea suck you said it so she got on her knees and starting sucking she said only 30 sec but as I stared at my mothers little old pieceO shit watch 30 sec came and went she sucked for exactly 1 min 23 sec then I felt a jolt race through out my body {not knowing it then I had my first mini orgasm}.....so the next day I went told all my freinds [they didnt believe me] so I arranged it so that the next day me and jenny would get together behind the bush's again but this time my friends would run up as she was sucking it so anyway she did and they ran up and were like woah she doing it .......BIG MISTAKE....that was the last time she sucked my dick...boy did I learn a lesson.....I didnt get my dick sucked again untill i was in high school....But Ill never forget jenny jeamin...

From: mmwe0692@aol.com

Oh what can I say... The first time I had sex was magical.. Bullfucking shit. The first time I had sex, the Kentucky Derby lasted longer and I'm not sure but that doesn't last longer than forty seconds. Hell I was just glad I finally got my rod into a girl. As soon I got it in I think I was shouting (WHOOOOOO HOOOOO), I also think I was done before getting that all the way out.

Not to say it wasn't an experiance. At the time I worked at McDonalds and when she was hired, everyone wanted her. I think just about every guy there acted totally stupid to get her attention. Not me though. (LIAR) Personally I think she took pity on me cause I was a dumbfounded 16 year old who was shy and awkward. All us guys talked about how big we were and our conquests and that kind of bullshit and I gaurantee 90% of us were lying out our ass.

Never-the-less, I think she took pity on me.. Maybe because I was cute, or maybe cause I was the youngest(I was 16, she was 20 at the time) any way you put it she invited over to her apartment. I always joked how I was hung like a greyhound, and know that I have had experience I know I am, but if you are a virgin that means little. (No pun intended). If you are a virgin it is not pre-mature ejaculation, it is over-excitement. And that I was.. I was still months away from my first blow job and maybe now that I think back is sad.

But the fact is my first sexual encounter while being special, is not my most memorable, nor is my first blowjob. The most memorable is when I found how to control myself and go for very long periods. Sex is an art. And one where you are not fully in control of the canvas. No the strokes created are formed by two people not one. (Also no pun intended) There is a magic that happens which your body responds too. And while eveyone around me thinks of me as a player, I'm 27 now, I recoil at that.. In 11 years I have found what makes some women happy. I am not a player, rather a soul who doe's not deny he is sexually charged. I am a confident man in this world. Looking for a confident woman. If that is wrong, judge
me souly on the fact that I am looking for Mrs. Right.

From: amrkus forte one [one61db@hotmail.com]

I was 17, she was 16. She was the second person I had ever dated. I was dumped four months earlier by girlfreind 1, adn was to shy since to try again. Soon i got up the nerve to go out with this person, lets call her 'Sticky' to protect her 'dignity'.

She was a slut and I ended up feeling her tits at our first date...the Valentine's dance. She gaveme my first blowjob in june. Down in that dark, wide open bassment, laying on her bed, she sucked me for an hour before I came. (To this day only straight intercourse gets me off, which is why BJ's are so great, they last forever ;-) ). i was late for supper and got in shit. In july she let me fuck her. What I had planned as being our only romantic evening ever, and ended up being a shower together while mom was out of town. just as we were getting out of the shower, we started making out heavily.

*important shit here*

i asked her "do you wqant me to fuck your pussy?" thinking that what i said was cheezy porn star,but affirmative enough taht she would go for it. she nodded yes, she didnt speak much when we were horny and fooling around. I pulled her down to the bathroom floor, and pushed between her legs...i remember her fat thighs clamping around me, and her fat pussy lips , then my cock pushing in, bumpinginto her clit a few times before she pushed it in the right place, i remember pumping for what seemed like ages, and her face being all red. She rolled on top of me a while after and I soon told her that imgiong ot come. And then I did, it was glorious.
I think it lasted between 5 and 10 minuters...

After that we got dressed, and went to the local youth center to meet some friends. I avoided her all night. Consequently i was scared shitless about her being pregnant. We soon broke up and this was how she tried to keep me. By telling her she was pregnant with my child, all lies.

Consequently she did end up having a little hammerhead later on with my roomate's half brother. Incidentally, my roomate had a kid with another girl i wanted to fuck in high school...something i have now learned i would not wish to do...